THE HOLY EUCHARIST
Many times, in my life, I have inquired to understand those whom this Most Holy Gift of the Father is meant for. Is it for the saints, those who are perfectly pure, or for struggling sinners like me? I pose this because from my personal experience, God knows I'm speaking the truth, many times have I restrained from receiving Jesus because of my failures to live up to the standard of the Saints; I see myself perfectly unworthy because of my weaknesses and sins. However, I observed that the more and more I withdraw from receiving Holy Communion, the more spiritually, physically and psychologically weak I become, especially in resisting sin. I will be like, "There's no need to resist it. I have already fallen" without realizing that the more I submit to that sin the more susceptible I become so that even when I succeed in going for Confessions, I will easily succumb to that same particular sin again and again, all because I am already used to it. I will feel more...